the story of a girl's growing up...my blog seems to be a reflection of my memories, but this growing up phase fascinates me...the way I am changing, becoming a woman from a tom-boy...this is, I think the most beautiful phase of my life till now.
I mentioned in the post about "Captivating" that women are made that way, the soft and beautiful way...that's their nature, but when I was in my teens I did not like this idea. I was like "Jo" and I hated "girlish" girls and wasn't really excited about boys or glitter nail enamels!!!
Time changes....and time changes us too :-)
I can feel how I changed because I remember my thoughts very well. From being "the rebel without a cause" I am becoming someone who is learning to forgive others and deal with their drawbacks in a gentle way. "Gentle" was an adjective no one could use while describing me, but that's what I am learning.
This transformation into a woman happens when there is someone to love you...love makes you glow and that radiance shows outside. Someone is there to make me feel wanted and special and loved...this feeling can never be described but felt, felt inside the deepest core of the heart...and believe me...love is the BEST thing that can happen to someone. It matters a lot in changing people :-)
As God prepares me to be THE WOMAN for someone and to be able to take the responsibilities that come with it, I pray for strength because I need to be the source of love, care and support for the one I love and another family, who would be mine :-)
"Love is patient and kind", so I am sure it will transform me to the perfect 'Eve' God wants me to be :-)
